i did it.

I finally sucked it up and emailed him.

Now I'm going to go puke my guts out as I wait for a response.

2 comments:

Lora said...

i'm puking in anticipation.

susan said...

Lora - Still nothing. But, oddly enough, I'm actually feeling pretty zen about it. I think that festering need to apologize was much greater than the actual desire to reconnect. If it happens, great, but if not, I've got one less piece of unfinished business crowding out my inner peace.

I did actually puke, by the way. Not sure why I needed to share that... I'll blame it on residual anxiety. My filters are nonexistent when I'm anxious.